Ok, so today I hungout with a old friend. Not gonna give any names for obvious reasons. We were gonna go to the park, which is against my better judgment... but we ended up going to the school, and hanging out around there. You will never guess who I ran into. B. Yup. B. Cant believe it.... he shouldnt be here. acted pretty normal, but that isnt the point. Its the fact that he was there. talking. breathing. just there. He hungout with us and i didnt say anything because i didnt want her knowing anything at all. So.... I also saw some shadows that didnt belong.... And you all know what that probably means... Also some black birds... Big black birds... Some are outside the house right now still... at her house right now...helping her cook. She noticed them. Asked questions. And I told her some stuff. Apparently she already knew something about them. Guess i have someone else here involved slightly.. not happy about it tho, since shes none of my best friends. I hoped to keep her away. Hopefully she doesnt know to much yet. Can only hope.

Ok who wants to add me on skype that hasnt already? Anyone? Anyone at all?

Its 4 in the morning... I'm bored..... and tired.... and I have this peach...Not really sure where I'm going with this post......No you guys cant have the peach. Its mine. Nick, if you touch my peach, heads are gonna roll. That is all...

ok...its 3 in the morning...I cant sleep... and i'm bored... so I'm gonna make a post. ok..so... does anyone else find dimensional bleeding to be extremely annoying or is that just me? Like seriously... It just annoys the hell out of me. um... I killed 2 proxies earlier.... and chaos took care of the bodies.. but she could have done it differently, and not try to annoy other proxies.. I swear shes gonna get me killed if she keeps doing shit like like leaving the bodies next to a house of proxies... and carving her name into their chests.... i mean can you just not? Shes nothing but trouble, and its starting to annoy me... well at least it wasnt her killing them this time...Sometimes i almost feel bad for them, because she can be brutal. Ok, anyone wanna know what music i'm listening to at this time of night? My sleepy mind is telling me this is a good idea to tell you. sooooo music. Dont like it? dont care. and if it really bothers you so much then here. More music. Two of the best songs in the world. one says fuck you i'll do what i want, and the other says cant touch me bitch. haha... the story of my life. Ok i'm getting really tired now, and will probably pass out as soon as this post is done...sooooo bye peoples.

Ok...so I've decided to tell you who it is. Its nick. Roy's bro. You know...the guy that may or may not have tried to kill roy....

ok...sooo... B is dead... And guess who killed him? If you guessed chaos then your right. The stupid bitch was hunting, and saw him, and thought to herself hey look its B, lets go kill him, and probably make kendra mad. *sigh* She also saw him as a threat to me and my 'love life'. Well thanks alot bitch, that really helps alot... On a lighter note...theres a guy I really like right now... I would tell you who it is, but a few already know, and I know at least one person will freak out over it and be all "WHAT ARE YOU THINKING?" I'm pretty sure most of you know him in one way or another, but i'm not gonna tell you who it is, to avoid any massive freakouts. Ok? ok. Out of the people that know, most of them are already planning my wedding... COME ON PEOPLE!! THIS RELATIONSHIP JUST STARTED CALM YOUR TITS, AND STOP PLANNING A WEDDING THATS NOT GONNA HAPPEN FOR AWHILE IF AT ALL. Its just all very weird for me. To tell you the truth...I might tell some of you who it is really soon. I'm really happy about this, and he isnt half as crazy as everyone painted him to be. Well...maybe... :)

The next person who asks to plan my wedding is getting hit. -_____-

Gah... I really fucking hate proxies...

Something is wrong with the girl. About 2 hours ago she began to cry for no reason, then tried slamming her head into a nearby wall. She is currently lying on the floor rocking back and forth, whispering quietly to herself.

Well moving is never very much fun... my family has to move out of our house now....landlord showed up and basically told us we have 30 days to move out. We dont even have anywhere too go. This really really sucks...

Fourth of july...

Well I had a interesting night. Chaos got me into trouble by setting some bushes on fire with fireworks, then threatening a poor old lady who complained about her bush being on fire. Safe to say no one is my neighborhood will trust me with fireworks again. This morning at 6 she set off some more fireworks, waking up a few people in the neighborhood, and almost getting the cops called when threatened to burn down a few peoples houses if they keep complaining. I think I'm starting to hate fireworks....

Well I think I'll spare you all the boring details and cut right to the point. I'm not going to become a shadow, or be bothered by darkness. You all have one person to thank for that: Roy. His constant meddling in this made it impossible for me to get very far with the plans I had. He refuses to let me handle things, and continues to- Hello everyone. The girl is being very immature right now. She will not show even the smallest amount of gratefulness towards roy boy for helping her. I have decided to take over this post and introduce myself to all of you, while she is in time out. My name is chaos and I guess you could say me and the girl are very 'close'. She does not like to talk about me, for I seem to be a embarrassment to her. Roy boy convinced me to rid her of those horrible pills she was taking, and then proceeded to make a very special deal with darkness concerning this girl. It is not my place to tell you any more about this deal, and you shall only know more if he chooses to give you details. The girl is being very reckless with her decisions concerning her precious dorian's demise, and I fear she will hurt others if this behavior continues. If it comes down to it, someone may have to take her out to avoid any further problems. As much as I dislike the idea, there seems to be nothing that I can do to help her at this time. The only thing to do is hope her common sense wins over any further foolish thoughts of revenge.