My search continues.

So far all my connections have been dead ends. Seems to me that a few months is plenty of time for someone to drop off the face of the earth.
Surprisingly enough, my first real conversation since leaving the garden was one that found me. It's at least slightly encouraging that Carter is still with us... Or more like just me at this point.
Although, I really shouldn't be surprised as he is just like me in the immortal department. A brother of sorts.

I would attempt to find him, but I know it would be a damn near impossible task. If he truly does not want to be found, then he won't be. But rest assured that if he wants to meet up at any point, I won't be too hard to hunt down.

As always I shall update if anything of note happens.

What now?

OK, so I've done some searching and it seems I might have been wrong about everyone being gone. There are fairly recent updates from a few familiar names. That is if you call a few months ago recent. With having been tormented for so long in a seemingly timeless hell, a few months seems like nothing to me.

At this point, my hope is to reconnect with some people and help as I can. After all what else is there to do? I can't exactly live a normal life, after everything I've been through.

Hopefully, any of them will trust me at all with my extended absence and unsavory reputation.

I've returned

It feels like I've been gone an eternity. I know to everyone here, it has only been a handful of years since I went away to help med and the others recover that damn sword. When I never came back, everyone was probably worried sick for me and assumed the worst.
In truth, I never even made it to them before I was captured by Lilith and her band of unholy bitches. They took me back to her realm and broke me. Such quick regeneration on my part made for easy torture on their side I suppose.
I was forced to do awful, unspeakable things in her name. All this in the pursuit of some fucking "game" as she called it. All of which I still don't know the end goal of. And to be honest I'm not sure I really want to.
Of course I decided to bid my time and eventually make my escape from her in the end. But it seems to me like im too late now. Everyone that mattered, everyone I knew are now gone. There wasn't a single thing I could do about it.
I wonder though, how long did they actually wait for me? How long did they keep the hope that I eventually would come to help? But seeing as there isn't any updates or mention of the success of their mission, I guess I will never actually know. The most I can assume is that it was a failure and they all died.
I'm so sorry everyone...